Nicki's Tysabri Diary
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Optic neuritis, Bladder, Mobility, Fatigue, Dizziness, Motor fatigue, Dexterity, Weakness, Heat intolerance..
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Yes, via MS-UK
I am 41, have a husband and 3 young kids, a dog a cat and have a busy hectic life. I also have MS. It is now nearly 16 years since my first symptom of Optic Neuritus, which reappeared twice again over the following 5 years, I was never diagnosed, but as MS runs in my family, I knew I had it also!
I had some lovely years of nothing much and certainly no big relapse. I tried hard to keep busy and reasonably fit. I really didn't spend much time dwelling on it.
Then 4 years ago my mum (who had MS) died. Possibly due to stress, possibly because i had recently had a baby, who knows...but I relapsed. After a year of tests, my 1st MRI was inconclusive, lumber puncture clear, test for Devics disease -fortunately clear, then another MRI 1 year later with more lesions and field vision test to confirm ON, I was finally diagnosed in 2010 and told my prognosis was reasonably good, considering my history so far. I was quite optimistic and felt pretty good. My symptoms were mostly sensory and didn't affect me much. I continued swimming, jogging, aerobics, dog walking and running around after 3 young kids!
Then, a terrible year last year of 4 relapses ( 1 trigeminal neuralgia, 1 sensory, and 2 of which affected my walking, bladder, fatigue and more), I had tried Rebif which felt like it made things worse, i felt rough all the time, relapsed again and felt a bit depressed. So changed to and currently using Copaxone which has been fine, though I did have a long and bad relapse about the time I started it. I've just had an MRI and it concludes (unsurprisingly) I'm now becoming more active, and my Neuro has suggested Tysabri.... Well now its time to get serious. I am bombarded with decisions to make and all the worries that go with them.
So I thought I would record them here...
This week I had my second infusion, and it was all fine. They didn't use plasters this time as it seemed to cause a dermatitis rash last time. They also fed the Tysabri to me a bit slower- took about 1 hour 20 mins, to try and help stop the mild headache I got last time and it worked well. No headache and no itchy rash. I feel fine from taking the tysabri. I noticed that for 2 days after feeling a little bit tired and clumsy so drank caffeine and ate loads of sugary food!! (not sure this is the best way to deal with it?)
I've just got back from a full on holiday to Disney. I had a great time so did the kids. The weather was hot but I didn't suffer with the heat as much as I thought I would. I went kitted out with cooling wraps, cooling hats, cooling towels but I really didn't need them. I was thrilled and amazed because last year- even with the very poor summer we had, I struggled!! I did struggle a bit more with the heat on the humid days, so maybe that is the key to the problem more than the heat itself. I wonder if anyone else finds this?? I hired a wheelchair out there because there is a lot of walking and queuing. The first week i felt great and often just used it as a walking aid and pushed it around. By the 2nd week I needed it to sit in, I was starting to wobble. But it was a great holiday both for the kids and for me, I've never used a wheelchair before ( though perhaps I should). It was also a great resting place for my 4 year old. Disney was definitely accommodating, and I didn't feel as self conscious as I thought I would.
Now back to reality. My husband is going away with work for 3 weeks this weekend. Im not looking forward to it as all 3 of my last big relapses have happened whilst he has been away. He has never seen me at my very worst!! I don't think I am more stressed when he is away but it seems more than just a coincidence. So I'm going to try to be relaxed and chilled. Focus only on sorting the kids busy schedules, use as much help as possible from friends and family, not worry about housework and eat lots of ready meals!!!!!
Well I had my first infusion 2 days ago, it was very uneventful. Apart from feeling a little wobbly in the afternoon (which was just like MS on a not so good day) that quickly passed and I have (touch wood) felt absolutely fine. No side effects, the worst thing for me was irritation around the area the cannula went in, think it may have been from the plaster! I was geared up for a rubbish next day, and I am really happy to say there was nothing, possibly a very very mild headache, but I think it was more to do with other stuff going on at the time.
The infusion itself took about an hour, I stayed in for another 45 mins, and that was it! The nurses were lovely, it certainly won't be something I dread having to do.
Symptom wise a little early to tell but nothing is worse and if anything stiffness is better, though that fluctuated a bit anyway, particularly with the weather so a bit hard to tell. I'm off on holiday next week to a warmer climate so it will be interesting to see how I get on, it's been a long time since I felt too hot!!
I would like to write more, but happy to say that I have very little to report. Hope it continues!!! Good luck to all of you about to start treatment.
After much debate I decided to go with Tysabri. I was advised that later in the year Gilenya will be available and I could wait for that if I wanted, so spent alot of time researching both options. Of course there were negatives and positives to both, but decided that the possible eye problems, and heart problems were too much of a risk. I was told years ago when I first got optic neuritis that I had a mild heart murmur, though it has never caused any problems for me, I also get poor vision with heat intolerance, which I hate and so my sight is something I don't want to risk.
Of course Tysabri and pml risk is also very frightening. You can't really win either way, but you would be closely monitored on both medications. However the many stories I've read of some great relief of symptoms and low rate and reduced impact of relapses was of course very appealing.
I have 3 young active kids that I still want to do so much more with and be able to keep up with their busy little lives that I decided to give Tysabri a try. I've always got fingolomod to fall back on later or if this doesn't work out for me, and you never know what may be available in a few years time, this may just give me the slowing of progression that is needed.
So I went to have bloods and JCV test done on Friday, and got my first infusion booked for 26th March.
So I'm coming off Copaxone. I have not minded it as drug at all. I even find self injecting everyday a doddle, no really bad side effects (apart from once last week when I must have injected too deep into arm muscle and it was extremely painful - but that was just a one off), it has been easy. Unfortunately for me it seems I started it too late.
So now onwards and hopefully upwards with Tysabri.